went marist training. played loads of doubles and end up getting third. but it's alright. they are all guys any way.

i feel breathless these days. maybe it's because i keep thinking about you.
"why can't i breathe,
whenever i think about you
why can't i sleep,
whenever i talk about you"
you take my breath away with everything you do. now that you are gone, how do i survive? without you.

i still pray for you every night. pray for your incomplete heart. the heart that makes you inferior to others. the negative thoughts that just wouldnt go away in your mind. and lastly, a hope that you will come back to me.